:)

im stuck in the library youtubing- and felt like jotting down something.

now that i prepare for Mongolia mission as my first mission, i really want to draw myself near

God. i started to accept Christ personally, as my true friend- i do not know when i started to have

these kind of faith. probably from VC 08. it seemed as if VC 08 was pointless to me..

and  i've been seeing JC as a holy God who is looking at me and taking care of me

afar using his wonderful magic. (well at least it felt like it plz don't take it very literally) but now i

see him from eye to eye view and put myself into the situation of Peter- imagining when he

had an eye contact with JC-----that makes me shed my tear...JC stares at me at all times,

and i should feel like crying when i have eye contacts with him because im a mere sinner.

but with him im no longer a sinner...i'm a sinner but am not...hmm...you know what i mean...?

haha yea, it's pretty ambiguous, my bad. now i'm going to art department to stay as long as i can.

i'm finishing this assignment tonight!

Whether report- teen town

check out Jaco's bass playing.

SIGH

 haaaaaaaaaaaa.................

*sigh*

*sigh*

*sigh*

*sigh*

Why can't you leave me alone.

i dream 3 days vacation with no worries..

5 more weeks of school, 5 more weeks of dragging myself.

When will this end?

I have found a treasure.

I've been hiding in mud as a pink pearl for years, and waiting for someone to find me and scoop me out.

but instead of someone finding me, one day i met a black pearl that's been living under the mud where i've been dwelling in.

are we going to be stuck in that puddle of mud after all?

ahhhhhh

<Internet you evil..>

i hated myself for staying online for 3 hours today..i'm the kind of person who can't even

concentrate on reading for one hour. and seeing myself typing...clicking for three hours really,

really, truly sickened me...dang it....what if we didn't have internet in the first place..

wouldn't we develop much better and faster than now? Does internet really help us being

knowledgable? with what, floating false information? entertaining websites which deprive me of my

studying time, making me think that it's a jolly good way to have people keep being connected?

 Eheeeisseeee!!!

so annoying. for the fact that i know i will be back on like...10 minutes.

<New Job>

yes. i will be teaching art to elementary students.. maybe 5 or so...hopefully they don't mess

around. and i need to come up with new and interesting ideas to lure them into the fascination of

art!! Muahaha!!^o^

 -_-...not so fast...i can't even teach well..i hate kids...they smell...they pick their nose and

smudge on your face like nothing happened...

Will Gwennie be a good teacher like Anne Sullivan?